Sheer Lunacy
To experience it go outside
What are you thinking?
Oh gosh, where do I start? I’ve got a thousand thoughts running through my noggin.
What are you feeling?
Huh? Feeling? Uh… I don’t know. I’ll have to think about that.
No, feelings; not thoughts. Let your thoughts evaporate. Go into your feelings. Feelings are feelings. They get corrupted when you think about them. Don’t think; just feel. Let the feelings come up.
What the hell are you? Some kind of noggin doctor?
No, I’m trying to get you out of your freaking noggin. Forget all thoughts. Stop thinking. Just feel. What comes up?
Okay. (He closed his eyes and tried to empty his noggin and just feel.)
There was a very long pause.
Okay, I feel like my life is fucked up. I feel like everything I do is blocked. I feel strangled. I feel like my hands are tied. I feel like the more I try, the more I fail. I feel like everyone hates me. I feel like I am locked out of life. I feel like I’m banging my head against a wall. I feel like I’m some kind of alien or something. I don’t fit into the rest of humanity. I feel almost like I don’t exist or something.
