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Just Waiting on a Decision
And it is I who must make it
When decisions are not made windows cannot open. Wanting or needing something will not move things forward. One must ultimately make a decision.
For instance, wanting to retire is not going to make it happen but making a decision to retire will set things in motion. Decisions go out into the infinite field of infinite possibilities to bring forth what is needed for the decision to come to fruition.
It may take some time but the universe will be working on it.
Yes, I have been wanting to retire. I have also been wanting to move (geographically). But I have yet to make a firm decision about either desire. I have been vacillating between options, weighing pros and cons, and utilizing that insidious brain disease known as logic. I have been teetering on the edge of the decision cliff, unable to jump.
And I know that I have to jump before anything happens! Obviously I am still questioning my desires and thereby rendering decision making far more difficult than it should be.
To society retirement means the cessation of employment and career in one’s sunset years. For me, though, employment and career are two different things. Employment is something I begrudgingly do simply for the sake of keeping a roof over my head. Career is…
