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Awakening From a Fourth of July Dream

The horror was very real

White Feather
2 min readJul 5, 2020

Jason Johnstone was taking a nap. Slowly, he slipped into a recurring dream that he had been having for many years. The dream was a re-playing of that horrific day back in Fallujah when he lost his left foot and part of his left leg.

It was a great battle. Bombs and gunfire were going off incessantly. The noise was unbearable. Just hearing it his body was racked with pain. He could feel it in his leg and throughout his body. Instinctively, he curled into a fetal position. He wanted the noise to stop. He wanted to be somewhere else away from the war. He could feel death whispering in his ears.

But then he slowly began to wake up. Or was he really dying? The pain was receding though the horror and fear remained. And the frightful sounds of war did not diminish at all. Was he still in Fallujah? Was he slowly waking up in heaven? Was his life over? But his body was still shaking in fear so he must still be in his body…

He awoke with a start. He shook his head then wiped his hand over his face. It was covered with sweat. Turning on the bedside lamp, he saw that he was in his bedroom back home in Oregon. He was not back in Fallujah. He was safe and he was not hurt yet again. Yet the bombs and gunfire continued unabated.

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